lazy...

ok..i muz say im lazy to update..
bk frm camp for 4 days and haven update.
mon went for grad camp.
it was like a difficult camp.
it pushed me to my limits.
4 days alrd an nw still resting..
i tink my toes hav a prob
they r blue black.
shucks man..dunno it will take hw long to recover..
can tell anyting from the camp as it is a SECRET..shhh~
dun tell anyone..
ok..really learnt more the ppl in adc and we r nw SUPER GLUED.
haha..anw
nw having hols, half relaxing and half studying..
loving the way it is..
but when the term starts, its gonna be fast..

boring larhzz..

ok..juz finish my common test on thur.
friday, went out in the afternoon till evening.
later rott at home in the night.
nw still rotting..
someone save me!! calling for sos..
i nid a reply or else i will die.
ok..going for adc camp on mon..
till thur..
dunno whr is the venue and wat doing thr..
so exciting..=)
but nw gt nth to do =(

abt love

sumtimes i wonder wat is really true love?
is it like the way the couples in tv?
or hw u want to love the person? or wat?
i also tink whether i have met my match and miss tell the person..
hiaz..love is really a complicated ting..
you cnt tell wat the person is tinking
and a wrong move will lead to break up
usually a relationship will begin with friends
and with regular meetings with the person,
feelings will grow..
and always parting with a friend will always be painful
and sometimes i when i watch tv, i wonder which character act like me=)
and i wished tht time reverse and i would change history..
but its juz a dream to have u..
hiazzz im nw having a troubled heart..
and hw i wish tings between us are wat i want..
i would tink abt sumone and wat i want to say..
but.. i dun hav the courage to do so..
feel like a coward!! a useless person..
who can help me!!
who would listen to the cries of a heartbroken person??

continue frm last post..

b4 i start my post..
today go sch duno why no mood to do tings..
today hav campus road run, was raining.
wished tat it continue but it stopped so no nid to run..XD
but, it stopped. so gotta run lor..
total of 5.2km and time of 32 plus mins..
wonder if i gt deprove frm my last timing..
nw to continue my post..
sometimes it juz takes only a little word to hurt someone..
example maybe quarreling over smth trivial and blaming,
tis would pull the person down and feel bad
it may take days, months or even years to heal the wound..
it depends also on our relationship with tht person..
so some may appear to be tough and act like nth happen,
but deep down they are hurt deeply..
if u can tink and tell hw the person life is going, ur wrong..
so i tink the best way is to learn to let go of bad incidents
and forget them.
some may also try to keep themselves occupied so tht they wont remember
but its nt much use, coz when u gt nth to do, ur mind tink abt anyting
my tots r random, wht i gt in mind i write down

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last wed hav pussiking test and belay test
done a total of 250 push ups..damn tired..
felt so SHIT..=(
mon hav nafa test.. also fail..why life is going the other
way round??
hiaz..duno wats wrng with me..
nw to my main story..
who will u turn to if you have troubles in ur life?
or will u take it on yourself?
sometimes its beta to talk to other ppl abt your troubles
and maybe they can help u share it and lessen your burden..
it is even possible if they can solve the problem.
another way is to cry it out if you feel stressed out or hurt,
or scream out loud at somewhere nobody can hear you.
also can stay at one corner to quiten or relax.


who know's wat the underlying meaning of this post?

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wed have combined pt..
exercised for a total of 5hrs!!
first, had jogging..
do push ups, crunches..
total of 680 sia..
next is fast run around the tracks
and going up the stairs
and into the swimming pool
thr most have cramps, i also gt but nt as bad=)
aft went for 2.4 with a load of 100kg
tis one die..carry until arm ache
when finish have 100plus=)
happy sia.....the end
have been resting till nw..
hiaz..thur everywhr aching
gonna train hard to get gold=)
thr are some that cant be done
will try and see wat is the results

wat's wrong with me?

argh!!duno wats so wrong with me la..
these few days i cnt concentrate..
when i start to do wk then will gt distracted..hiaz..
maybe i nid smth..maybe a doc..haha
so in the end of e day i did nth..
getting frustrated and pissed of.
can sumone help me?