im falling deeper and deeper

ok..muz say that i too lazy to update e blog.
cny, went ard to do visitings..get angbao
hehe gt richer=)
after tis, had ADC commisioning..
ok..muz say tat im gonna miz dem..
all the happy moments we hav
and all the time we spent together
nxt part im gonna do my rants here..
why is it so difficult to understand wat im tinking
wat i want is simple, i want to go for the trip..
because tat i finish my exams and wish to relax..
why!!!WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT!!
u noe all the word u said to me pierced my heart,
it felt like a knife poking thru..
IT HURTS!!
ok..and dere it goes my hols
and i tink i gonna rott at home..
and why!!muz u always spoil all my plans!!
feel like running away!!and aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!
wondering wats out there 4 me??
=(

its going to be cny!!

hehehe..
its going to be cny
going to gt more money ;)
im going to be rich..hahaha.
anw..will be bk to post more=)

happy new year to all

going to countdown to 2009 in less than an hr.
gonna countdown at home=)
lets see..2008..
its a gd year, and bad year.
coz there is gd and bad tings
but all these r alrd past or history
so dont tink much abt it..
all we have r all memories of the 2008 year.
and i will sure miss those memories=(
i will of course remember those happy moments
ok..nw to my new year's resolutiion
to have a smooth sailing year, gd in studies, be healthy
and to be happy..etc..etc..etc
haha, i hav many tings i want to improve on but i tink it will be quite
hard, as it may hav become a habitXD
counting down 5, 4, 3, 2, 1..haha

feeling empty..

dunno why i feel empty..
dont feel like doing anyting
dunno wats wrong with me..
ok..it might be tough for the nxt few days..
but it must move on..
my mind also nt working nw..
cant tink of anyting..

tired..

yesterday went to sentosa..
must say tat i wana relax
but e life in singapore is too busy..
cant find time to relax..
aft bath, dunno whr i put my hp.
den find the toilet and the area i walked past.
but nth.. really made me pissed off..
in e end is wif someone..
argh..dunno hw to say tht feeling
today, rotting at home only..

lazy...

ok..i muz say im lazy to update..
bk frm camp for 4 days and haven update.
mon went for grad camp.
it was like a difficult camp.
it pushed me to my limits.
4 days alrd an nw still resting..
i tink my toes hav a prob
they r blue black.
shucks man..dunno it will take hw long to recover..
can tell anyting from the camp as it is a SECRET..shhh~
dun tell anyone..
ok..really learnt more the ppl in adc and we r nw SUPER GLUED.
haha..anw
nw having hols, half relaxing and half studying..
loving the way it is..
but when the term starts, its gonna be fast..

boring larhzz..

ok..juz finish my common test on thur.
friday, went out in the afternoon till evening.
later rott at home in the night.
nw still rotting..
someone save me!! calling for sos..
i nid a reply or else i will die.
ok..going for adc camp on mon..
till thur..
dunno whr is the venue and wat doing thr..
so exciting..=)
but nw gt nth to do =(